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So... I've been gone for a REALLY long time... Oops ^^; Honestly a ton has happened: I just finished my first term at my college; I went to London (I'm going back again in about a week); I graduated high school; I joined a sorority; I did so much... and art hasn't been a huge part of my life. That actually makes me kinda sad, because I love it. I love drawing and painting and writing and I haven't done a whole lot of that. Now that I have a break (and rediscovered this lovely site), I can promise that I'll be uploading a lot of stuff and I'll be trying to make sure that art stays as a part of my life. I'm glad to be back! Now let's rock 'n'

So hahahaha it's been a while ^^; A long while... A lot has been happening; some good, most bad, but I'm pulling through... Mostly. :cling: I am currently trying to figure a lot out, and I finally have people by me physically that are doing so much to help me. It is nice, so when I see them wanting to kill themselves, I feel so inadequate because I can't help them. I mean these people having me eating, sleeping, and feeling better... I'm starting to remember what happiness feels like, and I can't get them to see how amazing they are and seeing how burdened they are with sadness, breaks my heart every time. :forgiveme: What I'm wondering is

So I haven't written in AGES :cries: I'M SO SORRY! School is just taking a serious toll right now... in both an academical and social sense... SO HOW MY YEAR IS LOOKING:   Odd days (Split schedule... it's weird :O_o: ) : these days I can at least sleep in a bit... supposedly ^^; I usually am still at school by the same time as everyone else trying to get homework done for my first class of the odd day, physics. Physics is something else. I'm a science person, I like it and it comes relatively easy to me... except this class! GAH and my teacher kinda doesn't teach us, which is even more annoying. ANYWAYS, my only other class that day is 3D