Fallen Chapter 2 Hundreds of teens invaded a brick building, big enough to be a university. There was a wide verity of teens, everything from stoners to Goths all the way to the Preps, but no matter how many times I looked around, nobody looked like the girl from before. I believe her name was Addy.
"So this is Lincoln High, Hell on Earth." Stacy said in a very monotone way.
"Oh, is it really that bad?" If it is, I'm not going to make it through today.
"Only for someone like me, you'll probably have it better."
Just as she said that, a bleach blonde girl came up to us. She seemed very...slutty, with her neon pink tube top and ultra short, denim mini
That's all it took,
And a slight tinge of happiness,
To envelop my whole being.
People say I should, I should,
My head is saying I can't, I can't.
My heart wants to believe these people,
But knows that my head is right.
I don't know if I even want to be seen,
I'd rather just fade into the shadows,
Or even fade into the starry night.
It take strength to build a wall,
It takes even more to hold back true feelings,
I wish I really had that strength,
But for now, let my act continue.
Do I hope for all of this to work out?
Yes, I do,
With almost every beat of my heart.
I still dream of a talk,
That will never happen.
That's all it took,
For my whole being,
To be back where it once was,
To be consumed by so much,
I wish to understand.
Some DaySome days,
I wish to be deaf to the world,
Be embraced by silence,
And comforted by the music that plays inside me.
I wish to be blind to the world,
Embraced by the dark,
And be comforted by the pictures I paint.
I wish to be dead to the world,
Be embraced by the angels around me,
And comforted by my dreams
I wish to run,
Run far away,
From this reality;
I hold my head up high and keep moving forward,
Embraced by my friends,
And be comforted by my heart.
Fallen Chapter 1 It was the screaming that woke me up. The cold air rushed past my ears, causing the screaming to grow louder with each passing second. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't keep them open. The few glimpses of scenery I saw were just white. There was almost no depth to the images in my head. I felt water droplets crashing onto my skin, chilling the skin even further.
Why did I choose today to wear only jeans and a t-shirt? I thought to myself.
There seemed to be no end. I tried once more to open my eyes. This time I was successful, but as soon as I opened my eyes I wanted to shut them again. I realized why I only saw white.
I was falling.
I was still very up high so I decided to see
Happiness in LifeI lay awake,
Not in fear,
What has happened?
I'm finally happy,
There is nothing to trouble me,
No sorrow in this heart.
I have found myself,
Just by doing the things I did,
I've found what I've always been looking for.
Not the ones who lie,
But the ones that understand,
And don't push me away.
Never have I been more happy.
Reality and Dreams are in harmony,
Love overrules Hate,
Friends are true.
You maybe thinking,
"What so great about these friends?"
To explain that,
You would need to look at my journal,
But all I can say for now,
Is that they are my true friends
Dreams of running away,
Dreams of finding something lost,
Dreams that never come true.
Why do you torture me so?
With these dreams of.....
And a possible new beginning.
I'm trying so hard to keep,
My mind sane,
And my heart pure,
But you show me no mercy.
You've introduced a new character,
To this already messed up story.
Could you be telling me,
That there is hope?
To be granted such a friend,
A friend who could help.
Or is this another way,
For you to taunt me?
Let me believe,
And then take it,
This I will never know,
Until it's too late~
I'm not sure what to.
Do I ask for help and risk,
Everything I've worked so hard to gain back?
Or do I do nothing,
and risk never knowing?
I have been lower than rock bottom,
But I had someone to save me,
With this I could lose....
But what if there is a chance
Of repairing the damage....
What if I have to take that risk,
To know what
Tearing at the SeamsWhy?
Why must you invade my head,
Causing me so much pain?
Why do you have your friends,
Do such awful things,
Just to remind me of you?
I feel like a walking shadow,
A ghost of something.
I walk with a tortured soul,
and a shattered heart.
I tear at the seams,
And fall into all the pieces,
Of my broken heart.
The stabbing pain,
Runs through me,
Causing everything to bleed,