My GuardianI've always felt closer to the night than the sunThe night shows a beauty,that only those with the right eyes can seeit comforted me through this whole thing,the moon has watched over me.she's given me strength for the harshness of dayI've prayed to the moon,asking her for help.I've always been forced to look for the silver lining,and I have never known why.The moon hid herself from me,because I had begged for help and understanding
LostSomebody,Tore out my heart,My mind,And threw it to the ground,To be smashed and burned.I cannot even speak,I have lost my ability,To even mutter a sound.I feel so trapped,And alone.I know I have friends,But who's to say,That they won't ever lie,Or try to kill me.I just try to sleep.Forget all of this for a few hours,But I know,That it is only a lie.That is why,I never sleep.The truth,Stares at me,Keeping me awake,In my darkest fear.I sit here,Pouring out what remains,On just a sheet of paper,Because it's the only thing,A person can trust.~
AloneMy hearts not beatingMy minds stuck in placeMy legs are frozenMy hands over my faceMy pain grows strongeras my sanity drifts awayinto an everlasting auroraof heartbreak and dismayblood runs coldface burns hotI couldnt hurt moreI feel like I've been shotAnd then a flashI have to turn aroundI have to go backits time to start overto give up on my attackI need you, my diamond,but I guess its safe to saythat a bleeding heart doesnt matter,its just my price to payThe stars can't burn brighterthat the smile in your eyesbut now I have to ignore itand just gaze into the skies.no touch as warmno smile as contemptI'll need to put it behind mein my miserable assentI can say it doesn't hurtbut we both know thats not trueBecause no matter what I say,I'm still in love with youBut our time is long over, isn't it?For now, I need to forget youbut I promise; I'll never regret you
Why?Why?Why does life feel, The need to taunt me?To throw happiness my way,Only to make me give it up? To show me hate so early, And try to kill me with it?Life never expected you,To show me a new way, To think, To love.Life taught me,If I was ever happy, I couldn't keep it, No matter how hard I fought.I fought life,And fate, So I could stay with you.But,Life always, Finds a way.Now all I carry,Is sadness in my heart, And whispers of the past.
TodayToday is the day,I hold my head down, And clutch my gut.A new life I'm about to enter,A change, For the....Better?Worse?Who knows,All I know is, Today is the day.I need to hold my head up,Let my heart, And soul, Be free