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Confusion

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How should I feel?

Happy,
For the amazing friends I have,
For the family that supports me?

Depressed,
For the people I've lost,
For the life I don't want?

I've been going back and forth on this....
Family,
Friends,
Myself.

Would removing myself from here,
Be running away from my problems?
Or solve them?

Is this truly better,
For me?
Or for everyone else?

I may not show my emotions,
To the people I see everyday,
But that doesn't mean that I don't feel,
This swirling, twisting confusion....

I'm me,
A weird, random,
Hung up on the past, emotional,
Average person,
And I wouldn't have it any other way.

I know who I am,
I know what I need,
I just don't know if this is right...

Oh confusion...
...It's a little more up-beat than some of my other pieces... maybe?....
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serennac's avatar
Again, like I've said many times before, I think it's good to bring out your emotions through poetry. It'll probably even lessen your confusion by doing so.

I think I've said all I've needed to say through many of your other poems. But I am merely a supporting figure for you, so I hope you will find your own solutions whether it's through sadness or anger or depression or even confusion very soon. :aww:

Lovely poem, as usual! (I don't say this enough, do I? D: )