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Some DaySome days,
I wish to be deaf to the world,
Be embraced by silence,
And comforted by the music that plays inside me.

Some days,
I wish to be blind to the world,
Embraced by the dark,
And be comforted by the pictures I paint.

Some days,
I wish to be dead to the world,
Be embraced by the angels around me,
And comforted by my dreams

I wish to run,
Run far away,
From this reality;
The lies,
The emptiness,
The pain.

Some days,
I hold my head up high and keep moving forward,
Embraced by my friends,
And be comforted by my heart.

Fallen Chapter 1          It was the screaming that woke me up. The cold air rushed past my ears, causing the screaming to grow louder with each passing second. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't keep them open. The few glimpses of scenery I saw were just white. There was almost no depth to the images in my head. I felt water droplets crashing onto my skin, chilling the skin even further.
          Why did I choose today to wear only jeans and a t-shirt? I thought to myself.
          There seemed to be

Happiness in LifeI lay awake,
Not in fear,
Just thinking:
....
What has happened?
I'm finally happy,
There is nothing to trouble me,
No sorrow in this heart.
....
I have found myself,
Just by doing the things I did,
I've found what I've always been looking for.
Friends,
Not the ones who lie,
But the ones that understand,
And don't push me away.
....
Never have I been more happy.
Reality and Dreams are in harmony,
Love overrules Hate,
Friends are true.
You maybe thinking,
"What so great about these friends?"
To explain that,
You would need to look at my journal,
But all I can say for now,
Is th

Dreams-What NowDreams
Dreams,
Dreams of running away,
Dreams of finding something lost,
Dreams that never come true.

Oh Goddess,
Why do you torture me so?
With these dreams of.....
Love,
Hope
And a possible new beginning.

I'm trying so hard to keep,
My mind sane,
And my heart pure,
But you show me no mercy.
You've introduced a new character,
To this already messed up story.

Could you be telling me,
That there is hope?
To be granted such a friend,
A friend who could help.
Or is this another way,
For you to taunt me?
Let me believe,
And then take it,
Away.

This I will never know,
Until it's too late~

What Now?
I'm not sure what to

Tearing at the SeamsWhy?
Why must you invade my head,
Causing me so much pain?
Why do you have your friends,
Do such awful things,
Just to remind me of you?

Some days,
I feel like a walking shadow,
A ghost of something.

I walk with a tortured soul,
and a shattered heart.

Slowly,
I tear at the seams,
And fall into all the pieces,
Of my broken heart.

The stabbing pain,
Runs through me,
Causing everything to bleed,
and ending,
A lost,
Tortured soul

MirrorI look in the mirror,
Only to see nothing's there.

Where did she go?
Where is the girl on the other side?

Has she disappeared,
Just like my soul?

Is she my soul?
Is that why there is no girl,
on the other side?

To try and believe,
That I have no soul,
Gets easier each day.

It may be so dark,
To think that one can live,
Without a soul.

But the world,
Is dark too.

I cannot be the light,
To shine one the world,
Anymore.

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I actually did this a couple months ago for the album release

And also Hot Topic was having a contest (I didn't win

oh well). I figure it's time for a new ID

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~Assistant-Puppy-Dawg May 9, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

beautiful!!!!!!!!!!

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~ashleii May 9, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

thank you!!
Killjoy as well?

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~Assistant-Puppy-Dawg May 9, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

You're welcome!!
ANF HELLZ YES!!! >: D

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~ashleii May 10, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

you have just gained even more awesomeness.

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~Assistant-Puppy-Dawg May 10, 2011 Hobbyist Artist

lol thank you Cx

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~bluerosemoon1017 Jan 1, 2011 Hobbyist Photographer

nice Id

MCR FTW!

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~ashleii Jan 1, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

Thanks ^^ and HELL YES!!!!!

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~bluerosemoon1017 Jan 1, 2011 Hobbyist Photographer

don't you love their new album?

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~ashleii Jan 1, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

I love a lot of the songs on it, but my heart belongs to Black Parade ;D haha

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~bluerosemoon1017 Jan 1, 2011 Hobbyist Photographer

haha same here.

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